quote of the day :)

“Life is like the dice that, falling, still show a different face. So life, though it remains the same, is always presenting different aspects.”

Abah . . .Mak . . .

abah...

ketika kejauhan 

masih hangat kasihmu ayah

betapaku rindukan redup wajahmu

hadir menemaniku

terbayang ketenangan

yang selalu kau pemerkan 

bagaikan tiada keresahan

walau hatimu sering terluka

tika diriku terlanjur kata

tak pernah sekali kau tinggalkan

diriku sendirian

ketikaku dalam kedukaan

kau mendakap penuh pengertian

disaat diriku kehampaan

kau setia mengajarku 

erti kekuatan

terpancar kebanggaan 

dalam senyummu

melihatku berjaya

bilaku kegagalan

tak kau biarkan

aku terus kecewa

dengan kata azimat

engkau nyalakan semangat

restu dan doa kau iringkan

tak dapatku bayangkan 

hidupku ayah 

tanpa engkau disisi

semua kasih sayang 

yang kau curahkan 

tersemat dihati.....

mak ...

Biarpun kepahitan telah engkau rasakan 
Tidak pun kau merasa jemu 
Mengasuh dan mendidik kami semua anakmu 
Dari kecil hingga dewasa 

Hidupmu kau korbankan 
Biarpun dirimu telah terkorban 
Tak dapat ku balasi 
Akan semua ini 
Semoga Tuhan membekati kehidupanmu ibu 

Ibu, kau ampunilah dosaku 
Andainya pernah menghiris hatimu 
Restumu yang amat aku harapkan 
Kerana di situ letak syurgaku 

Tabahnya melayani kenakalan anakmu 
Mengajarku erti kesabaran 
Kau bagai pelita di kala aku kegelapan 
Menyuluh jalan kehidupan 

Kasih sayangmu sungguh bernilai 
Itulah harta yang kau berikan 

p/s : maaf . ( my tears falling again ). 

sungguh hebat ujian bila jauh dari mak ngan abah. doakan kejayaan ira kat sini . 

it's depend on yours now :)

STUDY . STUDY . STUDY . STUDY 

"Hidup memerlukan pengorbanan. pengorbanan memerlukan perjuangan. perjuangan memerlukan ketabahan. ketabahan memerlukan keyakinan. keyakinan pula menentukan kejayaan. kejayaan pula akan menentukan kebahagiaan."

. STUDY NEED SACRIFICE .

"Permulaan sabar adalah pahit, tetapi manis akhirnya."

the way we are :) FREIND

this weekend. . full with assignment and need to study for exam :)

i need frens . tolong ajar saya yer. .

skang nie musim tengkujuh. . almost everyday hujan kat sini .  kalau kat England maybe salji kot. hehehe

time ni hujan. tapi tak nampak sebab bukan DSLR.

 hehehe

misi hari pertama

we learn bout cardiovascular 

wee ! nota HEART . . 

seronok NYEEEE

ni Fazi. . my cikgu anatomy .

hehehe

die pandai la

ni amy :)

. she join us too .

THANX FAZI. . sangat paham ape ko ajar bah !!

MISI HARI KEDUA

stop ! 

KAMI NAK PERGI JENJALAN

 sebelum ketibaan Fazi. ( cikgu anatomi )

 hehehe.. x de keje la nie kan. . mentang2 ler hari tak hujan. 

seronok beriadah 

 nie la desasiswa murni yang tercinta :)

aku duk kat DESA MURNI 3 

 wawawa.. sempAT lagi . . 

 euuwwww !! warna selipar aku lagi menyerlah dari aku .  

KELIHATAN JELAS DI SITU YER !

 sape suruh cikgu Fazi lambat sampai. . kami seronok bermain di padang . 

heheheehe

maaf ! penat da. .  duduk kat longkang sat . . yana sempat lagi snap gambar aku. .

errr ~ bukan aku yang suruh ke? hahaha

 yeay !! sepakan penalti berjaya di tepis oleh NURAMIRAH AZAHAR !

jangan jeles KHAIRUL FAHMI . .

awan nano . . petang yang mendung :)

tett . meseg masuk . .

FAZI : mane korang ? da setengah jam aku tunggu korang .

ME : alamak ! sorry . . kite orang ade main-main kat padang nie . hehehe

MAAF KAMI LAMBAT . .

fazi stress petang tue. . die ade hal urgent before tuh. .

aku pun memang x leh nak absorb ape yang die explain

WE DECIDE ! jom pegi makan after maghrib .

steamboat ! 

( tapi tak kesampaian. x dpt sewa kereta )

our destination dengan jalan kaki sahaja : ANI SUP UTARA 

wawawaa~ muka die sangat lapar ! 

kami pon lapar ! 

ramai yang tunggu giliran kat belakang tuh 

air haruslah sampai dulu :)

yana : teh o  limau beng !

mira : teh o limau panas 

fazi : air kosong + laicikang ( sangat lama menunggu )

aku ngan yana order , nasi ayam penyek ! 

TERBAEK BAH !

Fazi order ... tak mau cakap 

 die sangat malu ! hahahaha. . GETEK MU

 NIE la makanan die. . x sedar aku snap gambar die nih . .  haha

konperm lepas nie die marah aku

Kami makan sambil tengok muzik2 separuh akhir.

tak bes langsung pencalonan mereka . .

enough for today !

hari yang sangat STRESS untuk kami. . . ( fazi je la ) kami hepi je. . wawawa

maybe stress sebab terlampau LAPAR !

CREDIT TO : Liyana Ali Memang Nak Kena , Nuramirah Azahar & Fazzy Hafizzy

now and never . . ape kah ?

Assalamualaikum.. it has been  long time i didn't update my entry . . 


i miss my parents, family and frens also. . 


our final examination is just around the corner. . im not fully prepare for that.
they have a lot of thing i must do . . especially STUDY ! 
A LOT OF ASSIGNMENTs. . . yeah i know that a real life for a student . 


I MUST FACE IT . . .  


kepada adik2 atau kengkawan yang ingin masuk alam U . . 


plezzz prepare & prepare ur physical and mental first . .


is not easy as u think . . . even we heard that, we can enjoy in University. . 
the rules are not strict like in primary and secondary school..


no lahh.. in university we must get knowledge as many as we can. . 
develop our thinking . . and think out of the box. .


thats the first advice from my PA .


but here . . im still try to adapt this university's life..


" mereka semua di sini jauh lebih pandai " 


dont say i wish , but try to say I WILL .


I cannot simply GIVE UP. . 
i love my parents. they make a lot of sacrifice for me to being here..

A breakfast for me . . .

I will break these chains that bind me, 

happiness will find me

Leave the past behind me, today my life begins

A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin

I know I can make it, today my life begins

LIE

I erase the memories, i erase them with tears

I cannot keep you inside me

I push away the memories, i push away the pain

So they can't stay inside me

I throw away the memories, i throw them away with tears

So i won't have any hope

So my longing heart wont even know

Even though i painfully push you away (i wait for you)

I don't think i can stop missing you (i don't think it can be helped)

I don't think i can let you goo

I throw you away again and again but you grow inside my heart

You become tear drops that won't dry out

And grow even though i erase you again and again

You become a wound that doesn't even hurt

No matter how hard i try, i can no longer hold onto my love

That becomes more and more blurry each day

I swallow the tears that dig inside my heart

So my longing won't lift up it's heard

So my exhausted heart won't know

Even though i painfully push you away (i wait for you)

I don't think i can stop missing you (i don't think it can be helped)

I don't think i can let you goo

I throw you away again and again but you grow inside my heart

You become tear drops that won't dry out

And grow even though i erase you again and again

You become a wound that doesn't even hurt

No matter how hard i try, i can no longer hold onto my love

That becomes more and more blurry each day

I swallow the tears that dig inside my heart, i caan't

Your nervous eyes (always trap me)

This hope that you might come back (keeps bruising me)

But you can't come back anymore

I throw you away again and again but you grow inside my heart

You become tear drops that won't dry out

And grow even though i erase you again and again

You become a wound that doesn't even hurt

I love you, i love you

I can't even hug you even though it hurts

No matter how hard i try to hold on to you

No matter how hard i call out my love

Quote for today :)

When you Feel Down,

Because you didn't get what you want...

Just sit down, take a deep breath.. 

and say "SubhanAllah!!"

Calmly and be happy, because May be Allah (SWT)

has thought of something better to give you...

saya stress hari nie :(

not even today . . but start of this week. . 

exam for radiation AND basic chem ! 

what u feel when u cant even do it or answer the question that u had learned, revise and understand ???

FRUSTRATED kan  !!

u know that u can answer the question. .b'coz u was done revise it 

BUT 

u cant actually. . there was sudden be blank in ur mind. . 

the thing that u memorise is lost . . 

sad. . feel wants to cry. .

mom . . dad . . sorry i cant be a smart  & clever student in university. :(

i try my best . i work hard for it. 

next to you :)

You’ve got that smile,

That only heaven can make

I pray to God everyday,

That you keep that smile

bila anda menangis dalam hati

13.11.2011, 6.30 pg. . 
alhamdulillah aku selamat tiba di KOTA BHARU. KELANTAN. . 
syukur kerana masih ade peluang tuk aku teruskan perjuangan mencari ilmu di bumi Allah ini..


dalam sekelip mata, perasaan aku berubah . . .


12.11.2011, 9.00 mlm. .  aku bersalam salaman dengan family di terminal bas sebelum naik bas.
- mula2 tak ler sedih. . banyak harapan dan doa dr family .
'' belajar rajin-rajin " ( yes ayat tuh tersemat dalam hati kaw2 punye )


dan. .


bile aku da jejakkan kaki ke USM . . aku da mula rasa sebak. 
hati tak tenang . . rasa nak nangis. tapi mampu dalam hati je. .


why ? before this ok je kan. . 


i realise something. . banyak sungguh harapan dari mak & abah and family. .
mereka nak lihat aku berjaya. . 


then, aku se banyak lagi kekurangan. . tapi aku akan tetap berusaha. . 

"Ya Allah , bagi aku peluang tuk aku terus membahagiakan orang yang aku sayang di dunia ni. dan bagi aku peluang tuk aku terus beramal di muka bumimu ini "

Bertali arus dugaan tiba

Menakung sebak airmata

Namun tak pernah pun setitis

Gugur berderai di pipi

Tidak ditempah hidup sengsara

Suratan nasib yang melanda

Menongkah badai bergelora

Diredah bersendirian

:(

" memandangkan cuaca tak mnentu.  i always got fever "

doakan saya cepat sembuh :)